January 2013
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Send me a symbol;
officiallyjustinbieber:
✂: post photo of yourself æ: tell 5 things about your best friend ✌: share 5 things that you really want ♡: share 5 favourite songs ❁: share 5 favourite blogs ✓: tell 5 facts about yourself ♧: share 5 facts about your appearance ☆: share your current mood ✖: something you hate ☼: something you love ϟ: ask anything
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I'm trying!
I’m trying my hardest not to do it! Not to harm myself in anyway. But I have 15 dihydrocodeine, 12 ibuprofen & 6 flue tablets in my hand I want to take them all. I want to feel how I felt last week when I nearly overdosed! I just want to feel something!
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IM NOT EVEN DEPRESSED IM FUCKING INSAINE!!
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Iv don’t it again about 30 slashes into my side back and forth it doesn’t look like much and it didn’t feel like much but I deserved it
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Well I lasted 59 days well done me
Back to square one …
November 2012
3 posts
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10 days no cutting. Lets keep this up!
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I’m drunk again and sorry but I want to kill myself again this always hapens
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Day 7 - list 10 things that help calm you down
1 - talking to my best friend
2 - TAPPING not hitting my head
3 - not sitting still
I have no more things I don’t calm down very easily
October 2012
24 posts
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When the person who your trying to save yourself for the most is the one dragging yourself back down
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Day 6 - what about it do you enjoy?
I used to enjoy nothing about it not one single thing but now I enjoy it all I guess, from the blade slicing through my skin to the scars that follow after
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Day 5- what part of self harm do you dislike the...
When the scars are fresh and people know you have just cut yourself. The scars I don’t really mined but when people know there fresh you can’t say oh there from ages ago.. :/
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Day 4 - do you consider yourself addicted?
Yes. I do I want it wall the time I can’t go long without hurting myself in some way, it’s sad really because it used to hurt me on the inside, I’d cry and cry and think how could I do this to myself?! But now not even one tear, I like it I need it.
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Day 3 - what is your motivation to recover?
My best friend, I think it’s killing her more than it is me, doing this to myself & tbh she the only thing stopping me from killing myself because she wouldn’t be able to cope, blame it on herself for not saving me in time & I don’t trust anyone to look after her, not like I do and I just couldn’t leave her.
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Day 2 - what part of your body is most effected
Left ribs and stomach
But I have cut both my thighs, left arm and wrist, both palms of hands, feel, hips, lower back and neck
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Oh how I want to hurt myself right now! How I want to run the blade through my skin!! Perfect.
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Day 1 - how long have you self harmed?
Where do I begin? I started when I was young maybe 13 but it was nothing compared to now, I used to mentally harm myself then, then I used to hurt myself by leaving bruises then as I got older I started to cut myself, over the last year and a half iv even tried killing myself, but being stopped at the last moment :/ I still do it and still want to kill myself but I can’t leave, not just...
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Keep it all in..
The thing is I want to tell people I cut myself, that I’m hurting so much but I can’t because they just say well stop? Or what do u have to cut about? How are you depressed? It’s not that simple!!! Then if you do it again all they say is I tried to help!! NO YOU DIDN’T!
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I actually like the feeling of hunger.. That's why...
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Stay strong!?
Hahahahahahahah best joked Iv herd all year.
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All I want is to talk to someone who won’t judge me, who won’t tell me to stop but to encourage me to hurt myself. Will anyone?
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Argh!!
I’m getting so mad with myself!!! Everything I do! Everything people say to me seams like I’m the bad person! What do I do so bad!? No wonder I hate myself everything I say someone makes me feel bad for saying it :( I feel like crying :’(
I'm too young to be so sad! :'(
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:'(
My best friend is my only reason why I don’t cut myself, I love her and she loves me, she cares about me. I moved away to go to Uni but I got a tattoo saying “stay strong” on my side to help me remember who I am and not to do things to myself when she’s not there but I want to cut so bad but I know the tattoo is there, saying no, I can’t give in I just can’t!...
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Being drunk and being depressed isn't a good...
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It's just so hard
I don’t know what to do anymore all I want to do is cut myself, feel the blade slicing through my skin, the blood poor out. I want it to be deeper than the last time, to leave a scar that will last to remind me of who I am. I want to do it now but I can’t, I promised my best friend I’d stay strong for her but its not always that easy is it? Sometimes it just gets the better of...
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no one loves a suicidal girl.
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I needed to start this...
I think i need this, i need to share my story with people, i want to help people but most importantly i want to help myself. so this is my story, most people will just pass this by and not read it and that’s okay but i need to get this out.
My names not important, but i’m 18 and i haven’t lived much of a life, i’m not looking for sympathy because tbh i don’t deserve...
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The worst thing is I lie to my best friend that I don’t do it anymore, that I don’t want to do it anymore when really it’s the only thing I look forward to anymore. The blade, the blood, the feeling, the relief.
